“You will lose someone you can’t live without,and your heart will be badly broken, and the bad news is that you never completely get over the loss of your beloved. But this is also the good news. They live forever in your broken heart that doesn’t seal back up. And you come through. It’s like having a broken leg that never heals perfectly—that still hurts when the weather gets cold, but you learn to dance with the limp.” -Anne Lamott

((If you are suffering and need help, but don't know where to start, please call the National Suicide Prevention Hotline at 1-800-273-8255))

Monday, November 14, 2011

10/28/2011

Dear Danny,
You are my big brother. My hero. The one I always looked up to. You have an amazing smile, the cutest laugh, the nicest hair. You were blessed with the tall gene, and the clear complexion. You were just one good-looking kid!
You are amazing. Words could never fully express my love for you. There was just something about you that I adored. I loved all the times you teased me, made me laugh, and cry.
I can't stay mad at you forever and one day I know I will find in my heart a way to forgive you, but I can't lie, it won't be soon.
I know you thought this was the only way for you to ever get better. I don't blame you for thinking that way. I know it has been hard seeing everyone else get well except you. I have even felt selfish many times for my health. I wish I could have switched places with you. I've wished I could since they day you got sick.
Love Always,
Talysa

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